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All about me

Birth Place: Singapore, KK hospital
Birth Date: 28.01.1991
Age: 18 ++
Horoscope: Aquarius
Zodiac: Sheep.Horse
Schools: SVPS-CCKSS-SP
CCA: Swimming-NPCC-SPA
Dream team: ѕндđоws™
Likes: Color-Blue.Number-5.Sports-Kayaking.Food-Veggies.Drinks-Alcoholic.
Hates: My unfateful past..
Email:MX_Mustafa-Destiny@hotmail.com
http://muxing-destiny-fate.blogspot.com/

Expectations

1.To be a good son
2.To go to heaven =P
3.To find happiness
4.To find a place that I belong to
5.To spend time with those I truly care about
6.To be the person I really am
7.To be a gentleman,but I not necessary have to be gentle =P
8.To be able to grow with the team
9.To be able to grow with SPA
10.To be continue..No la.To be remenbered..haha =D

Life

All my life have been a major screw up
I know myself the best
but I aint doing anything to change
because I cant find the need to

A man without a purpose like me, doesnt live for himself
I see no need for a goal, because all man ends up in a coffin..
I see no need to work hard, because nothing last forever..
I see no need to change, because fact are absolute..
I see no reason to live, except to serve my parents..
because they bring me to this world..
I see no purpose in life, because the human mind is corrupted..
So what am i living for?
Ask me not.. Because I hold no answer..
I think I going crazy by being stress over nothing..

Love

A short history of 4 diverse situation
Different girls, from different backgrounds
But same man and same ending
Some may wonder, where will be the fifth?
I would say, unless I'm ridded of my sins
Tainted a little, by the darkness of man instinct
Now I forbid myself, to love yet again.
Filled with fear of harming thou
Filled with fear of getting even tainted
Thee shall remain, the sinner who cant be love
...

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

18 Nov

Monday

Boring day, boring lesson, boring prac..

Rock climbing..

Was very excited about teaching initially..

But couldn't get the concept across..

Man, this is real demoralizing..

Really have to find a way to be able to teach better..

Tuesday

Skipped gems.. And heard that test will be next week..

Dumb..

EC lesson cancelled..

Slack at Math and Science room all the way till five..

Went work.. Not too many orders today..

Shiok for me.. lol..

Went home, slack, dota..

Wah La!

*side not*

LoL.. My blog is not empty, its the design..

My blog is not emo, its the design..

Whatever I type and reflect here,

its my inner self..

a side of me, nobody knows..

I hide that face, because I know,

it wont just affect me,

it affect people around me..

So for the sake of the ones around me,

I always remain cheerful..

Its as simple as that..

But back at my personal blog..

I think I dont have to hide..

Peace ouT everyone =D

Sunday, November 15, 2009

15 Nov

Fri, work after school.. Standard phrase huh..

Would be glad if I could did something else as well..

But you know, we need money if we wanna play..

And money aint dropping from the sky..

Sometime, people ask me, why dont you get a part time..

I said I did, and they ask me about my savings..

I told them it was little, and they seems a little shock..

Well, you cant really blame me..

I don't earn alot, thats why I don't have alot to start with to spend..

If you think I'm wasting money instead of saving them..

I would say I only have money to spend on what I really really want..

I don't even have extra to go shopping for clothes..

And if you ask me why I don't change a job,

I will say I aint working there, because I really need alot of money..

But I'm working there because there are people there that need my help..

Well, just hope I would be able to survive poly life on this lil.. pay i have.. =D

Sat, sports elective, sea training..

Sports elective was same as usual,

just a whole big bunch of ma'da farkers..

Well, just hope they could start feeling its bored and stop coming..

I really don't like to entertain questions..

But I also don't really like to be rude..

But yea, shit fuck, next time just shut the hell up and stop asking so much..

Sea training was a disappointment..

Not to me.. But to the juniors bah..

Supposed to be me incharge..

But I think I wasn't really thinking right..

By midday, which was their turn,

my brain totally blanked out..

Should have come up with a better training plan next week..

Lets hope we could provide them with a better experience then..

Sun, rest day..

Morning went bxb..

I think I'm getting better along with those troublesome kids..

Maybe its cause they're growing up..

Well, I don't have great expectation for everyone of them..

But I'm still hoping none of them turn bad..

That would be good enough for me to know, since I'm a peer..

After that was lixin fx zhou nian..

Went there.. and all I rmb was food..

LOL.. Didnt really did much..

Went home, sleep.. Wake up, play games..

Really was a great rest day..

Sleeping again soon.. Nitez peeps..

-side note-

Well, life's a bit mudane, but I'm slowly finding my self a purpose..

For now, I've just gotta live through this part of my life,

learning whatever I can..

Afterall, I think I've almost decided, how I will walk the rest of my life..

Even if its boring, i still think its something I must do..

peace out..

Thursday, November 12, 2009

12 November

Its been a week.. Yet again.. Busy week..

Friday, work after school..

Though I did went Vivo before work, just to get a tide book..

Had Chow with me though, so it was half as boring..

But hell, it was still boring as well cuz we're just like this two guy,

walking around Vivo with totally no purpose at all..

All we know, were that we were free and had the whole afternoon to waste..

So we wasted it all away.. Tsk tsk..

We did went to a book store though, and I tried finding a book I've wanted to read..

Its this series called Pendragon, a child book, but hey, everybody have a childhood..

I just happen to wanna extend my childhood, by finishing this series..

And I was down to the last book already.. God..

But that big book store, actually didnt have it!! WHAT!?

That makes me so demoralize right now, But I'm pretty damm determined to find it..

Somewhere somehow..

Sat, first sports elective plus boat recree..

Sports elective was okay, split the bunch'o peoples into half..

I took one grp while I forget was it yu tai wen yi or jun feng who took the other..

Gotta thanks them all though.. They helped one way or another..

The SE people was quite okay, quite enthu for my side..

Don't think that I will be teaching any advance stuff..

Just some very basics..

I just hope they will remain interested.. Haha..

Sunday, slept late.. Did homework. Played games..

A day went past, just like that..

Monday, went for lessons late.. But tut was done so I guess its okay..

Had rock climbing after school..

Great session as well..

Tuesday, went work after school..

Nothing much.. Listened songs with the lame no.9 all the way..

Air Supply rocks..

Wednesday, heard that Jacob was utterly disappointed with us..

I guess its time we did a reflection..

Most of us still doesnt see where the problems lies..

Hmmm.. Can really say much myself though..

Helped out a sports day.. Ended much without much happenings.. Period..

Thursday, Today, went Rock climbing a while after school..

Then I went home, look for shi hui, and went to book the pit..

Thought it was a countdown party, but in the end,

we're havin the bbq on the 30th of dec..

Oh well, lets hope I get to see old friends..

Looking forward to that day..

Doing prac report now.. Sleep early peeps.. Nitez..

Thursday, November 05, 2009

5 November

Had training "yesterday"

which is effectively only half an hour ago..

Really happy to see the fruits of our results..

But I'm sure we all have a long way to go..

Work hard everyone..

Nothing much bout today other than training..

School was only for two hours..

And it was with that damm naggy teacher..

Well, just hoping I wont fail that module..

lol..

And today, something happened..

Something I wouldnt say lucky or unlucky..

Its just a neutral, or even null feeling..

Since that time, I thought I would survive poly without seeing her again..

But I did today..

Or I thought I did..

Well, it doesnt matters..

When we wanna meet each other, we never did..

But when we dont wanna meet each other, we eventually did..

See how Fate makes a fool of man..

Tsk tsk tsk..

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

3 November

Had lot of free time today..

Gems ended early, so I slept one hour at clubhouse..

Not sure if its a dream or I'm just too tired..

When I was sleeping then, I felt that I couldn't move..

And when I say couldn't move, I mean every part of me..

LOL..

Not sure if anybody have had the same experience..

When you just felt that you cant move ya hand, ya legs, ya body, or even open ya eyes..

Thats how I bloody felt..

Or maybe it was what I thought I felt..

interesting..

After the sleep, I went to a cancelled lecture class which I only rmbed after stepping in to the Lecture hall..

So I went to the lib and find my classmates..

Did some part of a report, then went to have lunch..

After lunch, we went to the Maths and Science Room..

Having nothing to do, we started working on a huge dalmatian puzzle..

Which we didnt complete.. =.='''

There was enough time.. LoL..

After puzzle was two hours of boring lessons.

And another two hours of effective communications..

Its always fun to attend this lessons as we get to share ideas on different stuffs..

Which are so related to everyday life..

We talk about emotions, how to identify them, how to control them, how to manage them etc..

All seems abstract, but surprisingly effective.

Hoping to learn much more lessons from this module..

After class, went clubhouse..

Watch some manga, sent some emails, and went off for work..

Work was boring as usual, went home thereafter..

Eat, Slack, Bath, Blog and then...

Sleep.. Nitez everyone..

Monday, November 02, 2009

2 November

Another week has past..

Nothing much happened..

Worked as usual.. Played as usual..

Last Monday was a half day off..

Ended class early.. Got home and slacked..

Tuesday is work day.. Rushed down after lessons as usual..

Wednesday is training day.. Trained till tired as usual..

Thursday supposed to be pool training..

But we had a rescheduled mc meeting..

Took us some time, but we discussed what is to be done..

Friday abseiling day, plus work day.. Phew..

Tiring day, but fun..

Sat was PM day.. Did a whole day of kayaking..

Sun tanned a bit.. Had dinner and talked a bit..

Got home late, played some games.. Sleep..

Sunday was slack day.. Went to religion remedial classes..

As instructors of course.. Then went home and played games whole day..

Alas, did no homework..

Monday, today.. Finished lessons at five..

Went clubhouse and then rock climbing..

All the way till 9 plus..

Went home, eat, bath, slack..

blogging.. gotta do some tut.. Nitez everyone..

Monday, October 26, 2009

26 Oct

Been a few days since I blog again..

Well, cant really blame me..

A sick person can't leave the bed..

Much less type on the computer.. lol..

Well, not sure what really happened with me..

Just know that my tummy was feeling damm uncomfortable.

And I was running a fever..

But well, thanks to a few people,

I recovered with god speed..

Gotta thanks jj for buying me 100 plus over..

If not for it, I may not have energy to tide over the illness.

Since I couldn't eat much..

Gotta thanks my mom for giving me the wonder med..

That supposed to make me go to the toilet..

Ended up I just vomited everything up..

It really sucks to vomit..

But everything felt much better thereafter..

Gotta thanks the panadol, which got rid of the fever easily..

Gotta thanks every person who ask me to get well..

Received it, appreciated it, glad of it..

Thanks peeps..

Well, right after the illness,

right after I vomited and shitted myself empty,

I went of a feasting spree on sunday...

LOL.. They say old habit die hard..

Well, I say we should just eat while we can.. =D

Had two bowl of rice with niang tou fu,

then I finished up veron's fried hor fun..

Thought everybody's was gonna enjoy the meal..

But yutai seems a little weird..

I think he was sick..

Well buddy, get well soon..

I need my counterpart in crapping..

Cheers..